Archive forJune, 2006

Bored, Stressed, Depressed

These couples of days, I  didn’t feel myself. I’m not the normal Mirna that has enough strength, enough power, enough will to stand up after falling. I feel depressed, I feel bored with all of this.

Please, it doesn’t mean that I’m bored living, no way! The opportunity to change it is out there.

At work, I feel I don’t see any significant progress in the projects, not to mention some troubles with clients. I know I have to be patient and persistent dealing with all.

But, seriously………I’m fed up.

I’m tired, physically and emotionally. I’m tired not having more time with my family, i.e. my dearest sister and my pretty niece. I’m tired not having time for myself, for my personal life (heck, what personal life???? LOL).
I’m tired to always obey to someone, to work under limitations (must not say this actually, because it makes you smart. You think, think, think), to be under someone’s control.

I need freedom! I need to rearrange my life. Find what I have missed so far, find what I want to do. Will I be with the company next year? Do I want to be there? How long will I stay there? Will I have my own family soon? Will I get more money? (yeah, finally, the ultimate goal! Hehehe…….)

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Car on fire !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was a normal day, except I just came back from Purwokerto at midnight, and needed my sleep badly. At 5 am, my coach called me and asked me if I was at home already. He reminded me to attend  Taekwondo coach seminar in KONI DKI Jakarta. Well, I wished I told him that I was still in Purwokerto so I didn’t have to attend the seminar. ‘Cos I told him a couple of days ago that I would come back to the city on saturday noon.

So, I tried to get up from my bed, prepared my breakfast, took shower. Oh, we will give belt examination at Kemang at 2-4 pm. Now, how could we get away from the seminar? We sneaked up during lunch break, lol.
It wasn’t interesting at all, cos everything was late. Found out that my coach haven’t registered us yet days before as planned. Due to additional participants, committe was lack of training materials, so we needed to wait for them to make copies.
Then the presentation was boring. The head of referree just read the material instead of giving a good presentation. The Chief of Jakarta TKD Association came late, so we got drinks and stationaries late too. By the time we completed the ceremonial, it was lunch break!

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So I and my head coach rode my car to Kemang. Dropped by at Tanah Abang to have lunch, Sop Kaki Sapi (Ox leg Soup)……Yummy !!!!! I bought one take-away for my dinner later.

I know that since last week, the car machine didn’t have enough power to speed. I thought nothing serious. But today, I feel my car acted differently, especially when I was in Mampang Prapatan. Even I stepped on the gas, I didn’t get the speed I wanted, it was slow driving. Saboom Mansur slept all the way. He went to hospital again yesterday.
I smelled burnt rubber and strange noise. I slowed down, as I didn’t know the way to Kemang Club Villas. I woke him up, but he wasn’t concious. I told him to park my car on the spot and went to Kemang Villa by taxi. He said that it won’t be far, only 300 metres. I kept driving very slowly with worry.

Oh, I see the supermarket and the gate at last. Saw Pandu’s mom. I saw smoke coming from my rear tire. She screamed, telling us to get out of the car. There was flame!

I was panic, and shocked, when I saw a flame came out from my tire.

I shouted to get help. There was a supermarket near the car, I asked the security officers for fire extinguisher. They didn’t react fast. A man who sells plants, coming for me, bringing piles of water and splashed the water to the fire.

Then the guys from supermarket  brought the extinguisher. I was afraid that the machine would explode. What a scene! It was an expatriate housing, they passed by with an amazed face.


Meanwhile, my coach went to the sport club because students were waiting. I closed car’s windows and went to sport club to. Show must go on!
After tested them for their belt exam, I went to see security office of the supermarket. I asked them to watch my car for the night, and I’ll get it the morning after.
So my car was moved from the street to supermarket parking area, with the help of security guards, by pushing my car forward and backward.

I was still feeling down. I have informed my father about the situation. He was on his way back to Jakarta from Bandung.

I wanted to cry ………………. Tomorrow I won’t attend the seminar. I and my dad will take care of the car first.

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Back to my students’ exam. There were 5 white belts, 2 green belts, and a blue belts. All of them did the routine: stretching, running, did some kicking and punching techniques.
Their parents were watching.

Wow, my, my………….There was a good looking man in the uniform, wearing black belt. I asked my coach who he was. He’s the PE teacher at Australian International School, also the extra curriculum supervisor. He’s got his black belt in New Zealand. Anyway………….

The exam went well, but a white belt student didn’t want to do it. He was very shy.

To be honest, those students’ techniques were bad, need improvement, a lot of it! But due to the condition, I could not apply what we practise to them.

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Hectic Trip!

Gone crazy with work. Surabaya and Purwokerto in 24 hours.
Tired, tired.

I was in Surabaya for 2 days (June 7-8). I planned to visit Gresik, Sidoarjo, and Surabaya. Then, something came up. I received a phone call from Purwokerto on June 7, informed me that I had to do a presentation of this equipment which is being proposed by the hospital to Dinas Kesehatan. I had to explain product’s features and convince the hospital’s team on June 9 (time wasn’t confirmed). It was compulsory.
Another problem for me then. Called office: boss, project coordinator and Andrew. What was wrong with this project????? Who wanted to sabotage it? I thought everything is going well.

While my mind was still wondering, I had to prepare for the presentation. I’ll bring our demo equipment to be shown to hospital, asked Susan to get it back from other customer and prepare it for the trip.
Asked Yeny to prepare the trip allowance. Asked Henry M. to accompany me. Asked Selvi to arrange the car.

I was tired because during the trip to Gresik, I rode a motorbike with our Surabaya staff. It took 1.5 hours from Gresik to Surabaya! And I visited the town twice. I had stiff butt riding the motorbike!

On June 8, I called the surgeon to find out what was going on.
He informed the stuffs, and told me that the presentation was at 8 am! I thought it would be anytime, on Friday.
Whaaaattttttt!!! That means I must depart from Jakarta tonight!
That means, I can’t have some rest!
Checked with office about the chance to  change my flight schedule. Checked with the airlines for earlier schedule. All schedule were fully booked. I was suggested to stay with my first schedule, as changing airline was costly and only 1 or 2 hours difference of saved time.

Sigh…………..I went back to hotel, although I have checked out this morning. Sat in the lobby, sent a quotation as my boss requested before, and read some e-mails. Just waited untill 4.30 pm, then I went to the airport.

At Executive Lounge - they announced that the flight was delayed for 15 mins. Oh My Goodness! What time I would arrive tonight? Arrggghhhhhhhhhh!

Landed in Cengkareng Airport at 8.30 pm, rushed back to my house. Took a shower, got my clothes, did my prayers, then off to Henry’s house. At 11 pm, we were in toll way already.
Dedy the driver and Henry took turns for driving, while I was sleeping with my back ache and another stiff butt. Arrived in Purwokerto at 6 am, checked in to hotel, took a shower and changed clothes. At 7.20 am, arrived in the hospital.

We were the first who gave presentation. Yippie!
After finished, we waited outside, because I needed to talk with the surgeon, and two other key persons.

At 2 pm, left the hospital with a relieve, had a lunch, back to hotel. Slept………..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Got SMS from henry, asked me to get ready for driving back home. Oh Henry, I just slept tight for 30 mins. I took another shower, changed clothes, packed my stuffs.

We arrived in Jakarta safely. I was home at 00.15 on June 10!

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A classic tongue twister…

               
 

See if you can read each line aloud…

 

This is this cat.

This is is cat.

This is how cat.

This is to cat.

This is keep cat.

This is an cat.

This is idiot cat.

This is busy cat.

This is for cat.

This is forty cat.

This is seconds cat.

 

Now go back and read the third word in each line from the top down. Got it ???

Hehehe

(Took from 360 Yahoo)

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